Looking back gives one the opportunity to see things in a fresh and new way. From my perspective now, I can see the steps that led me to a conscious, aware connection with the loving energy group from another dimension, that I call my ‘team.’ The “Morning Messages” that are being shared with you by means of this web site are from this source.
I was an only child who, like many children, was open. I was clairvoyant, clairaudient, clairsentient. It was a difficult childhood because I could sense and see things that others couldn’t, and I felt the feelings of others, owning them as my feelings. I did not understand that this was unusual since I had no reference point. I remember asking my mother, “What do I do when I hear someone call my name in my head?” She wisely said, “Answer them.” She had premonitions and visions, and so did my grandmother and aunt.
It has taken me most of my adult life to begin to understand some of the natural abilities that were operating within. I tried many things and many times to shut these sensitivities down. It was very emotional and often painful. I rode this emotional roller coaster not realizing that most of the emotions I was feeling were not even mine. I was sensing the emotions that other people would suppress and not allow themselves to feel.
I began to search for answers, and as I read books about others who were also sensitive, I began to grow in my understanding of self. I began to accept and acknowledge these abilities as the true gifts that they were. I began to recognize them and understand how to manage them. However, it has taken many years of struggle to understand, be at peace, and maintain balance and comfort with this.
In the mid-seventies, when I was teaching a class in visual poise, I realized that most women, including myself, did not use one side of the body naturally and well. So I suggested to my class that we all practice using our less dominate hand to do mundane tasks. I decided for myself to use my left hand to draw. I gathered the usual tools: a sketch book and easy flowing pen. I spent hours allowing my left hand to just draw. I had no judgment or criticism, just acceptance and amazement, as images began to appear on the page. This was the birth of my line drawings, my stick figures.
They danced on the page. They flew, they gathered, they grouped. They became my friends and my passion. I allowed my left hand to totally express these delightful images, filling volumes of art books.
Life changed after a divorce. I moved to the redwoods, bought a little cottage and begin to heal. Surrounded by nature, my sensitivities were gently awakened from years of misunderstanding and suppression. I again began to see and sense things that were invisible to others. I began to understand and became more comfortable with my inner knowing and inner guidance.
When that little cottage burned to the ground, I rebuilt my home. I gardened, connecting with the energy and realms of nature. I began to use my gifts to serve others. I worked in a health spa and offered reflexology and massage, during which I was able to see or sense what was happening in my clients’ bodies. I had visions when I would begin to work with them. One day when working with a client, powerful and awesome sounds spontaneously came out of my mouth. The results produced by these sound vibrations have been incredible for my clients. This was the beginning of the sound work that is now my passion and my service.
Life was good, and I was moving into a place of honoring and learning more about who I was as a woman, a human, and a divine spirit. One day, I was watching the sunrise as usual and journaling when I wrote, “Contact” and the answer came, “We Are Here.” It was like a dialogue. I would write a question and receive a stunning answer in my head. That was the first morning message.
I continued in this manner for weeks, each morning writing a page or two of interesting insights. It was a strange feeling inside my mind; something different was occurring. After several months of writing by hand in my journal and then transcribing it into the computer, one morning I began at the computer. Everything flowed so automatically that I was amazed, and I have been scribing the messages at the computer since that time. They have called me their transducer. (Transducer: a speaker or amplifier that receives energy from one system and retransmits it, often in a different form, into another system.)
The awareness of and relationship with my ‘team’ has been revealed gradually over my lifetime. I realize now that the left-handed drawings were another method used to illustrate our connection. I understand that the awesome and unusual sounds as well as the healing information for each client were also coming from my ‘team.’ Looking back, I can understand and recognize all the times I was receiving guidance and clear messages from this supportive and loving ‘team.’ They were connecting with me in as many ways as possible and in the ways I was willing and ready to accept. It has been a lifetime of a gentle, loving, patient revealing.
I am sharing their messages and these drawings with you with the intention that they serve you and offer value in your own discovery of your multidimensional Self.
Transducer, Scribe and Witness